It Happens...

So, I heard a song twice on my way home today that totally epitomized my day. :)
When you have to be at school (30 minutes away), five minutes after you wake up, it is cause for a string of various expletives to begin the day. :)
However, I didn't get pulled over by the Provo Canyon cop who pulled the person 2 cars in front of me over instead (thankfully, b/c I would have deserved it). So, a shout out to the person who took my ticket for me. And needless to say, even with the less-than-ideal start, Someone was definitely looking out for me!
I made it to school, and teaching today was fine. And, my important meeting today was ok as well.
Without sounding prideful, I'd also like to pat myself on the back for being able to laugh through it all today. So, when I heard this song on the way home, I laughed REALLY hard! Enjoy!

It Happens by Sugarland (tactful, almost-expletives omitted)

Missed my alarm clock ringing
Woke up telephone screaming
Boss man singing his same old song

Rolled in late about an hour
No cup of coffee, no shower
Walk of shame with two different shoes on

Now it is poor me, why me, oh me
Boring the same old worn out blah blah story
There is no good explanation for it at all

Ain't no rhyme or reason
No complicated meaning
Ain't no need to over think it
Let go laughing
Life don't go quite like you planned it
We try so hard to understand
Irrefutable, indisputable
The fact is
It happens

My trusty-rusty had a flat
I borrowed my neighbors Cadillac
"I'll be right back," going down to Wally World
That yellow light turned red too quickly
Knew that the truck moment it hit me
Out stepped my ex and his new girl
("Sorry 'bout your neck baby")

But it is poor me, why me, oh me
Boring the same old worn out blah blah story
There is no good explanation for it at all

Ain't no rhyme or reason
No complicated meaning
Ain't no need to over think it
Let go laughing
Life don't go quite like you planned it
We try so hard to understand
Irrefutable, indisputable
The fact is
It happens

Ain't no rhyme or reason
No complicated meaning
Ain't no need to over think it
Let go laughing
Life don't go quite like you planned it
We try so hard to understand
Irrefutable, indisputable
The fact is
It happens

Yeah, the irrefutable, indisputable, absoluteable, totally beautiful fact is
It happens

Insights from Stake Conference

So, Elder Ballard came to our stake conference today. It was a spectacular meeting, and it was exactly what I needed to get me through another week. It has been a rough month, and the last two weeks especially have been particularly difficult, with at least two more hard ones to go. But, I've been learning a lot, and so, here come my jumbled, but poignant thoughts...

Hymn #270 - I'll Go Where You Want Me to Go - "So trusting my all to thy tender care, And knowing thou lovest me, I'll do thy will with a heart sincere: I'll be what you want me to be." This is something that I've always had a hard time with. I like to think that I know what's best for my life, but, I do know He loves me. So, if I know He loves me, I need to trust Him - trust that He knows what's best for me, and that He will help me, and for once, let go of what I want.

A couple weeks ago, a friend said something interesting to me. He said, There's a difference between what we think we're capable of, and what the Lord knows we're capable of. And the Lord will always get us to our potential if we don't give up on Him first. He will never give up on us. I realized that in my life, when something is hard, or hurts, I have often backed down, given up, or let go of that thing. This is the first time I have faced something that has literally broken my heart and beaten me to a pulp, and yet, I haven't given up. I haven't quit because what my friend told me is true. I have simply resolved within myself that I'm not going to back down or give up until the Lord tells me it's over. I've thought about that a lot in the last few weeks, and truthfully, it's gotten me through the rougher days.

President Quigley, our stake president, talked about Overcoming Feelings of Inadequacy, and offered the following 3 steps:
1 - Remember Who You Are - We need to learn to see ourselves as the Savior sees us, especially by studying our Patriarchal blessings. If we follow the promises there, and develop the talents and gifts we've been given, greater blessings will follow.
2 - Believe in Yourself - believe the promises that you have received. When you know you are right with the Lord, you wax strong in confidence before man. Only compare yourself with your own potential. The Lord has promised to be with us, and to protect us.
3 - Cling to the Gospel - read, study and learn for yourself. Go forward with faith, listening for the voice from the Lord reassuring, "I love you".

President Thunnell, a member of our stake presidency, talked about becoming a Light for the Savior, in the following 3 ways:
1 - Choose Wisely - Our choices determine our happiness, therefore obedience and proper priorities are essential. We have the power to act, the consequences being confidence, peace, comfort, and happiness.
2 - Search Diligently - Fill your life with spiritual essentials, the gospel must be written in our hearts.
3 - Love Completely - Charity is Christlike love. Be anxious to love those around you and focus outside yourself.

Elder Stone talked about knowing who we are. It reminded me of something one of my students told me this week, "Miss Herring, you're my sister!" They have such a keen sense of who they are, and who we all are - and will remind me if I let them. Heavenly Father has chosen eternally to be a parent. He cares just as much and more than, and in the same way as our mortal parents, friends, and others who love us. Knowing who we are and His love for us changes everything!

Elder Ballard, of the Quorum of the Twelve Apostles, also talked about knowing who we are. When we left the Spirit World, we knew we were eternal, we knew that if we were alright inside that everything would turn out right, and we shouted for joy at the opportunity to come here, knowing the difficulties, and joys, that we would face. Priesthood blessings are directly from the Lord, in His name, and by his literal power - those promises are literal, and binding. Our Spirits are the most important part of ourselves, and are nourished when we serve in the name of the Lord - then we are entitled to Heaven's aid. It is wonderful, and amazing that the Spirit of the Lord speaks to our Spirits - we must follow those promptings. Once we know and understand who we are, we would do nothing that would offend our Spirits. At the end of his talk, he left us with an apostolic blessing, that we would have all we need to be happy and at peace.

I have realized over the last couple of days that I have been letting the challenges I have been facing at work to get in the way of the essential things of life. I am a daughter of God with great potential, and my calling as a teacher began long before I came to this earth - and no one can take that away from me, unless I allow them to shake my confidence, and I am done with that. I am returning to the basic, essential things, and letting the rest fall into place.

I know who I am, and I know that I am loved by an omniscient, and omnipresent God, and brother. I know because today, the sun shone warmly on my face, the sky was blue, a robin looked at me from a bush, and snow crunched underfoot. I know because my needs are met daily. I know because today I met a 3-year-old who started a snowball fight with me, just to enjoy the day. I know because I have an inspired Relief Society president who called just to check in. I know because I got to see friends today that I haven't seen in a long while, and who I know care about me. I know because I have friends that see not only my potential, but my current abilities, and remind me of them when I forget. I know because I have parents who love me too. And most powerfully, I know I am loved because in every talk and song and prayer today, His Spirit whispered to my Spirit, "I love you." I felt it, and I know it.

A few of my favorite things...

about Springtime!

Ok, so, being in Utah, I'm sure the last few days have been just a sneak peek, but, it has put me in a splendid mood, and made me think about all of my favorite things about Springtime! So, in no particular order, here they are.

~ green! - The brown disappears, and the green returns. Glorious day!
~ sunshine
~ flowers
~ warm breezes
~ fresh air
~ pastel colors
~ baby animals~
~ miniature Reese's in pastel wrappers - 4 colors to choose from.
~ soft grass
~ Easter
~ General Conference
~ short sleeves
~ walks
~ bike rides
~ driving with the windows down
~ open windows
~ Spring Break
~ road trips
~ giggling, running children playing outside
~ the Draper Temple dedication

Everything's Amazing, Nobody's Happy

Wow. So, I saw this video via my friend's facebook page, via his friend sharing it with him, and their friend sharing it, etc.

I don't know about you, but, I had a lot to learn from this clip. I could be a little more patient, and a lot more grateful for the absolutely amazing world we live in.

Enjoy!

Attitude Adjustment

I'm sure we all have our own personal trials to deal with. And, although the last two weeks have been emotional for me, these videos, from talks I have pondered the last few weeks, have uplifted and inspired me to hope, as I was recently reminded, for better things to come.





This one's a bit blurry, but, Elder Holland is my favorite apostle, and while his talks have always comforted my heart, this one has been especially poignant lately.

A Perfect Valentine's Day

Ahh, the joys of modern technology! I post something fun on my facebook status and the world needs an explanation! So, here it is... my definition of a perfect Valentine's Day.

So, my roommate and I were reading in Schooled Magazine last week, and as a joke read their section on Valentine's Day - and how to spend a date-less one. It rambled a lot about not getting down, and then it gave lots of pretty good advice about pampering yourself, giving to others, and celebrating dessert.

At that point, I pretty much already had most of my plans for Valentine's Day laid out, and was impressed with my own ability to follow the advice of "the experts" without having read it first. I think I'm finally getting the hang of this single and thriving thing!

So here's how it went down:
Thursday, I had a Valentine's party with my students. That was fun! Then we went ice skating on Friday which was also quite enjoyable!

Spent Friday evening hanging out with some friends, then went out to a nice restaurant with my roommate. We joked about leaving notes to our cute waiter, but then my roommate actually did! We came home quite giggly and watched You've Got Mail, one of our all-time favorite chick flicks! And of course, being me, I promptly fell asleep (I didn't even make it through the opening sequence)!

Saturday morning I was woken up quite early, which actually ended up being a very good thing, because I had to take my car in for some repairs. My roommate and I went out and got breakfast at Kneaders, our all-time favorite breakfast spot. Then we splurged on ourselves and others at a flower shop, bringing home beautiful bouquets to brighten our apartment. After all that, we went out to lunch, which we brought home so we could enjoy it while watching P.S. I Love You, and the snow falling outside. About the time we finished that my best friends showed up with my adopted nieces and nephews. We played while their parents went to the temple. I love those kids, and it was a total blast, although we didn't do a single one of the Valentine's activities I had thought of. Their parents came back bearing gifts of pizza and cookies, so, we were quite excited! After pizza we made books, which is a new favorite pastime of mine! It was great! It was a long, exhausting day - but the good kind of exhausted, the kind that makes you go to sleep completely content with the world. And I was.

Probably the best part of the day was that I never once thought about the fact that I didn't have a significant other, or that I haven't been on a date in awhile - and I stayed away from the situations and people that would dwell on those facts. First of all, neither of those things bother me, because I'm happy and I know that will happen for me eventually. Secondly, I was surrounded by lots of wonderful things yesterday - beautiful flowers, quality entertainment, good food, and most importantly, people I love! That, dear reader, is what Valentine's Day is about - spending time with those you love, whether they be friend, significant other, spouse, parent, or child. It's just about being together! That is why my Valentine's Day was absolutely perfect!

Something to be Proud of...

My mom turns 50 today!!!

So, my mom is about the coolest person I know! She is strong, kind, loving, and patient. I will be forever grateful for all of the things that she and my dad have taught me over the years. It is one of the greatest blessings of my life to develop a friendship and sisterhood with her as I have grown older.

So Mom, happy birthday! And here is my tribute to you:


To be continued...

"A day without laughter is a day wasted." ~Charlie Chaplin

This morning, living on very little sleep, I managed to remember the sizeable list of things I needed to take with me to school. I must admit I was rather pleased with myself, and my pleasure was increased with an early morning visit from my friend’s daughter, coming to tell me they had parked by me this morning – which she was very excited about!

Teaching went quite well today. I think we even managed to enjoy learning about geometry and writing today! Never mind the fact that we had 3 office referrals this morning, and not one of the kids could figure out why they had done the thing that got them in trouble! At lunch I finally finished a project I’ve been working on this week in my “spare” time. I was positively giddy at the prospect of finishing it! And, on another note, may I just say I should maybe leave work at school a little more often? It felt good to feel like a whole person – with talents, goals, and relationships that exist even outside of the microcosm that is HVE.

After school, I went to the post office at the last possible second – and managed to get myself locked in and nearly forgotten. Don’t worry, I’m clearly not writing this from a little bed on the floor of the Heber City Post Office – I was able to get someone’s attention, have my package sent, and be escorted out after they had turned off the music, but before they had turned off the lights! On my way out of town I “needed” to go by Dairy Keen and Walker’s, and due to both my impatience, and the lack of traffic lights on Main Street, I had to back track several times, traveling in circles to make it out of town.

I needed to buy gas when I got back to town, and, as a testament to the fact that I am directionally challenged in every way, I got lost on the way to Costco!!! I mean, really, who gets lost on the way to Costco?! In an attempt to correct my absent-minded mistake, I quite literally drove circles around Orem until I finally made it back to Costco and got gas!

After my Costco and other adventures, I headed to Barnes and Noble, which, due to my affinity for bookstores, brings joy all on its own. I went to Barnes and Noble with the intent to buy Nicholas Nickleby, the book and the movie. As I was searching the shelves, I quite randomly recalled the phrase from Little Women spoken by Laurie, “Jo, I’m not taking all of Dickens to college.” I giggled to myself, finally realizing where that phrase originated – at first it literally meant a collection of works by Dickens, which is quite sizeable! And then, of course, thinking of Christian Bale can’t help but bring a smile. ::swoon:: I found everything I was looking for and more, and was walking out, when I passed a young gentleman in a suit, a drink in his hand, scouring the back of a book. ::swoon:: Once again, a side note. What is it exactly about young men in suits – then with the added bonus of not being afraid to look intellectual instead of ultra macho. Again, I say ::swoon:: Now, please do not take that the wrong way, I’m merely stating, there is something quite attractive about such a sight. The last bonus being that said gentleman parked next to me, and followed me out.  Which, of course reminded me of Whitney, and a scene from the movie I just purchased: “Hilda! I’m engaged!" "To who?" "The new school teacher!" "What’s he said?!" "We don’t need language…" "Did he look at you like this? If he did, you’re engaged, that’s how John looked at me." "When’s the day?" "Well, we just need a final declaration, but he’s shy in the way of words…” Hee hee!

Then, I got home and was attempting to carry everything in all at once – we’re talking 4 bags, a giant binder, and a melted milkshake. Please imagine for me, if you will, me, with my arms full, trying to navigate a parking lot of solid ice in shoes with no tread, while attempting not to spill a milkshake or get it on me, while being unwilling to trash such a delicacy. I made it to the door, and then realized my keys were in my pocket. So, I rang the doorbell, and after a few seconds of waiting, began shifting my various parcels to the other hand, at which time, my roommate arrived at the door! I walked in, put my bags down, and after my roommate had locked and bolted the door, I had to unlock and unbolt the door and get the milkshake, which I had left on the ground while attempting to move the parcels.

So, after such a laughable day, I decided that I should proclaim the hilarity for all to enjoy. As any self-respecting facebook-er would do, I grabbed my computer and started writing a note. After writing quite wittily for 20 minutes, I forgot I was typing on facebook, hit the “back” button, and lost the whole thing, and had to retype it all!

So, today, I tip my hat to things to laugh at, and good friends to laugh with!

"Kindred spirits are not so scarce as I used to think. It's splendid to find out there are so many of them in the world."

I've been on a bit of an Anne of Green Gables kick recently. Considering that I've watched all 3 movies about a billion times, the most recent bout the past 3 days, you will be shocked to learn that I have actually never read any of the books all the way through. Yes it's true. But, at least the first one is on my must read soon list.

So, today as I was driving home from work, I had a feeling that took me a good few minutes to identify. Having experienced an emotional roller coaster of a few weeks, it was novel to find that I didn't know exactly what I was feeling right when I felt it. This feeling turned out to be a mild form of restlessness - a feeling that is nigh unto a constant companion of mine, but, rarely in mild form. After feeling such utter peace and calm this weekend, I was intrigued by the reappearance of my companion.

I've always been told that what I long for deep down (yes the m-word, or an e.c.), would happen when I least expected it, and when I wasn't focused on it. I would honestly have to say that that would have to describe me in the last few weeks. I still long for it, who doesn't, but it's not been the focus of even my subconscious thoughts. And, as I've felt exceptionally protected and guided lately, I've wondered if that could be part of it.

This is all an extremely round about way of getting to my point... As I was feeling this restlessness, and realizing that I would be taken care of and there was no reason to feel that way, my thoughts turned to the people that have recently been the instruments of my protection and welfare. It wasn't until I got home that I finally found the word to describe them, because "friend" doesn't quite cover it.

I have been blessed with many a kindred spirit in my life. Interestingly, they come in all shapes and sizes, and occasionally unanticipated forms. There's the neighbor next door, down the hall, across the parking lot, or across the town; the teacher next door or down the hall; the sibling, parent, aunt, uncle, cousin, or grandparent; the youth group leader, teacher, and even, on occasion, the inanimate object. Yes, with my vivid, and often overactive imagination, even books, or at least the characters residing there can be kindred spirits.

They are the ones that I can't imagine living without, no matter the distance or circumstance that separates us. Whether by a note, a Christmas card, a phone call, a visit, or even the occasional blog post, they are the ones who can span time and distance to pick up where we left off, no matter the changes that have come, whose care and concern never cease to amaze me. They are the ones who will make an eternity in heaven worthwhile.

In a world which is often frightening, disheartening, disappointing, heartbreaking, and even dangerous, what comfort and solace it brings to feel and understand, that, truly, kindred spirits are not scarce, but quite abundant if you simply open your eyes and heart to recognize them. For the kindred spirits in my life, I am forever grateful.

Gazing into Eternity

I went to the Draper Temple Open House last night with my adopted siblings, niece, and nephews. It was spectacular - a perfect end to a less-than-perfect week. I had been worried that I wouldn't be able to feel the Spirit there because of my personal turmoil and emotions. When I voiced those concerns a week ago, Brian told me that all of that would wash away. He was right.

The temple was breathtakingly beautiful, and the Spirit there so profound. I've grown up always knowing that I wanted to be married in the temple. I am only beginning to understand what that means. As I gazed into the mirrors symbolizing eternity and saw spouses together, and parents holding their children, reflected for eternity, I could not begin to imagine finding a man that I would love enough to be here with and to build a family with. But I know that I will, and part of me feels that it is very soon. Again, I felt an urgency to prepare to enter that sacred place.

Walking into the Bride's room and then the Celestial room, and finally the Sealing room, I knew I wanted to return there. It felt like home, and truly those concerns, fears, and frustrations I had felt all week were washed away.

I have never wanted to go to the temple, and to receive those covenants and ordinances more than I did last night.

"The Greatest Thing You'll Ever Learn is Just to Love and be Loved in Return."

Thank you Moulin Rouge. Ok, I don't know where that quote actually came from, but, that's where I heard it. I've been on a Moulin Rouge kick lately. Ok, mostly just 4 out of the 13 songs on the soundtrack, with the corresponding sequences in the movie. I think I mostly like the movie just for the music, and two of my favorite actors/actresses: Ewan McGregor and Nicole Kidman. A) The music is phenomenal in my humble opinion. B) Ewan McGregor is an attractive man. C) I know it's weird, but, I learned something from the show. Listening to the music and watching parts of the movie has gotten me to thinking about the things I've learned about love and marriage from those of my friends who are already married, as I am, as yet, single. So, instead of sending a shout-out for my current-favorite actor, I decided I'd send a few of those things I've learned out into the void instead.

~ If they love you, you can see it in their eyes.
~ Talk with each other.
~ See the best in each other.
~ Keep it simple - the basics are vital
~ Together you can handle much more than you ever could alone.
~ Children are always perfect.
~ Read with your children.
~ Fight for each other, your children, and what's right.
~ Be patient.
~ Laugh.
~ Dance.
~ Be understanding.
~ Respect each other
~ Love does not imply a lifetime of comfort and ease, but it guarantees ultimate happiness.

Truly, "the greatest thing you'll ever learn is just to love, and be loved in return."

To increase in wisdom and stature, and in favor with God and man.

After some great talks on Sunday it's time for my yearly goals post. Last year, I waited until July to post some goals, and they weren't really resolutions. This year, I feel I need to be more specific, but before I do, how about another goals update of the big five.

Goals Review
1. Amateur astronomy - Well, I got my laser pointer - two in fact, and binoculars - now I just have to keep a steady stream of batteries, and get away from the city lights a little more often. Actually, I feel like I've done a good job with this one. I'm more familiar with the sky, and it constantly fascinates me. However, I don't think this goal is the type that can ever be "checked off" the list. :)
2. Get out of debt and become financially stable - Uh, I made huge payments with my Christmas bonus and gifts. :/ However, I haven't touched the personal finance class. Lame, I know. However, all my payments are now successfully set up for automatic withdrawal, and I make extra payments when I can. Yay me!
3. Italy - I started a savings account again. I guess this kind of goes along with #2, but, yeah, I drained my previous one during college, and now I've started one again. Back to Italy, I have no immediate time frame, but, I figure saving money is a good start.
4. A Master's Degree - Well, I quit both a reading and math endorsement program over the course of 2 months. I apparently can't hack it as teacher and student, at least not right now with the extra stuff I'm doing at school. I did, however, take a serious look at the University of Northern Colorado when we were down there. Now I'm just trying to decide if I should quit teaching and go back to school, or find a program I can do while teaching, if this is still as important to me as it was. And I'm trying to decide what to specialize in. I'm leaning more toward Special Education than anything else, actually.
5. Spanish - Yep, absolutely no movement on this one yet. I'm all about baby steps.

This Year's Resolutions
After some particularly wonderful talks on Sunday, I've decided that I will have 4 main goals this year, in four categories, with plans attached. So, here we go.

Increase in Wisdom - For this one, I've decided that I need to study for at least an hour 3 days a week. The Plan: I've got those two Independent Study courses I'm working on - astronomy and personal finance - not to mention a book study at work and other education research I could be doing. So, I figure if I spend Tuesdays on Astronomy, Wednesdays on Personal Finance, and Thursdays on Education (book study or other topics), then I've got a good study habit going that may help me with goal #4 above.

Increase in Stature - I know this is cliche, but, I want to be healthier. I have this habit of eating out a lot, but I'd like to get over that, and exercise more. I love going hiking and stuff, but it's not always particularly pleasant. The Plan: I need to get healthier, easy-to-make stuff at home - and eat it! And I need to find something I enjoy doing - swimming, biking, walking - and do it for 30 minutes at least 3 days a week. Again, it's all about the baby steps. Or maybe I'll start using my pedometer again. That was a fun little motivator.

In Favor with God - Lately, I've felt this urgency to prepare to go to the temple. There's lots of little aspects to that, but, that is my over-all goal. The Plan: The baby steps with that are 1) keep up with our family BoM reading schedule (part of helping Ty prepare for his mission), 2)go to the temple at least monthly, 3)keep up with tithing, fasting, etc., 4) work on the prayer report-back thing by writing briefly, twice-daily in my journal - once in the morning, once in the evening, setting goals and reporting back, and 5) include the Lord in all aspects of my life (not which can of food I'll buy, but, especially in my work life).

In Favor with Man - That sounds a little different, but let's simplify it to a social goal. I want to work on having better language. Now, I don't curse like a sailor, but, I could improve the words I use in frustration and anger, and work on avoiding the appearance of gossip and other negative forms of talk. The Plan: This one's my favorite plan! The first part of the plan, is to be fully active in my old/new ward. Yep, I'm having my records transferred back - at least that's the idea - we'll get the official word on Sunday. Phase one of the plan includes attending all Sunday meetings, FHE, Institute, and as many of the other activities as I can, with the idea being that I will develop and improve lasting relationships, and surround myself with people who uplift and encourage me to be my best self. Phase two of the plan is just to be more aware of myself and my speech, and to consciously make it as positive and uplifting as possible, especially with my students and co-workers.

Reflections of an Oldest Child

There are a few choice blessings afforded to those of us privileged enough to be the oldest in the family. Granted, some are definitely blessings in disguise - having stricter curfews and "harsher" rules. But others are pretty nice perks - getting undivided Mom & Dad time for years, building the parent-child friendship first, generally being first at just about everything (driving, college, etc.). Also, if you're LDS and your parents are cool enough to have eternal callings in the youth program, you get some more undivided parent time, not to mention daddy daughter dances. As you get older, there is the added bonus of getting to chapperone your younger siblings' dances.

Yes, it's true. I am old enough to do that - the privilege is afforded to anyone over the age of 21. Now, as much as I complained and poked fun (because truly the music hasn't changed in the almost 10 years since I first started coming; but the stake "mixer intervention" ratio has drastically increased!) it was pretty entertaining!

I was also made aware of how cool it really was to have my dad at stake dances. As I watched him with my sister tonight, swooping in at the exact right moment, I wondered how many times he did that for me.

Yep, it's true. I have the coolest dad ever. And when I come home, I still get daddy-daughter dance privileges. How's that for oldest child privileges?

Yes, I stole this from Marae...

But, c'mon, it's not that personal, and why not send a to-do list out into the void. Maybe it'll help keep me straight, in lieu of having my nifty sticky note/to-do list widgets on my computer that I no longer use daily. So, in no particular order:

Before I leave
Go to Monticello and purchase a thimble.
Pack to head back to Utah
Plan ahead 2 weeks for school (including next week's newsletter).
Make emergency sub plans
Get a haircut
Ship some of my stuff back to Utah (ridiculous, I know, but I've never, ever, been a light packer - have bag, will fill to the brim!)
Finish mom's book
Make a skirt with my new sewing machine!!!
Return the sewing machine bag that is probably not necessary to get my aforementioned gift back to Utah via carry-on luggage!
See the grandparents, and as many uncles and cousins as possible at least one more time before leaving
Find a ride from the airport

When I get back
Clean my car
Revamp the emergency supplies at school and in the vehicle.
Unpack
Figure out when church is and settle that whole arrangement.

It's the Most Wonderful Time of the Year!

I LOVE CHRISTMAS!!!!!

Ok, I'm pretty this point has already been made - many times. That aside, it's still very, very true! As much as I have loved Heber (or at least one particular part of it), I love being home in Virginia! I was texting a friend from Heber on my way home from the airport, and we were joking around, but then I realized - and it has continued to be true - that we are finally getting to the point where the eternal families thing is no longer hypothetical, but, more frequently feels like a literal and immediate reality!

This Christmas has been wonderful! I've enjoyed the time with my brother, sister, parents, and extended family. We've enjoyed watching old home movies, and just telling stories and laughing! I've played with my adorable puppies, and my sweet cousins. It's just how it should be!

What an amazing blessing this time of year is! A time to spend with cherished family and friends - to reminisce about Christmases past, and to make new memories. Yes, my friends, Walla Balla is coming back!!!

This Christmas has been made particularly special thanks to dear friends, and the fact that we, as a family were not focused on the getting. We gave few, but thoughtful gifts, and spent time coming up with fun activities that we could do together, and with our extended family! It's been just wonderful! So, thank you everyone for making it such a special holiday, and Merry Christmas!

The point

I've had some great experiences this week. A friend and I went on a date up to our former Bishop's house and helped them decorate for Christmas. Our date was lots of fun! My friend wasn't quite ready when I came over, and I had the opportunity to sit and wait in a very quiet apartment. My apartment is never quiet, and that was a really nice change. During that time I felt prompted to call a family that I've become really close to in Heber, and offer to watch their kids so the parents could go on a date. It's something I've been thinking about for awhile, but this time I finally resolved to do it.

So, on Friday, after coming home briefly, I drove back to Heber and took their kids to Swiss Christmas, while their parents went to dinner and a couple of book stores in Provo. The kids were SO good, and we had so much fun! I especially loved taking them to the creche exhibit and feeling the Spirit there. Their parents came home around 10:30 and we showed off the gingerbread house we had made, and they showed us the books they got. The kids went to bed at midnight, and then we adults stayed up talking until 3 am, and then we finally all went to bed. I stayed in their spare room.

Saturday, we all slept in and then got up and had breakfast, watched movies, played games, ran errands, and even worked on a truck. It felt like a quiet, relaxing Saturday. Finally, at 5:30, we got in our separate vehicles, me heading to Provo, them to Spanish Fork for a nephew's baptism. Well, around 10:30, I got a text from them, saying that they had seen my car in the parking lot. It turned out that they had missed the baptism because they had been told the wrong time, and had gone to the family dinner and then geocaching instead. I told them that sounded like fun. She sarcastically responded, "Yea everyone squished in the truck screaming and crying. Such a peaceful life!" I laughed and responded, "Maybe not peaceful but still always an adventure and so worth it! Thanks for letting me come this weekend! Be safe on your drive back!" She said, "Come anytime! Yes they are worth it! I told [my 4-year-old] to go to sleep. He said he can't cause there is water in his eyes. I told him there is water in his eyes because he is tired. So now he is going to sleep!" I laughed.

As I have struggled with other relationships in my life, their family has been a constant source of joy and absolute belonging for me. It's interesting, but I finally know what it feels like to have an older brother that got married, now complete with nieces and nephews. It feels so good to feel like a part of a family while I'm so far away from my own. I have cousins that aren't too far away, but, feeling that way with people I see almost daily is different, but so nice.

All of these experiences coupled with Christmas decorations and Christmas music has helped me to re-focus myself on the Savior and the point of this season. What a glorious thing it is to have the gospel and to understand the eternal nature of families and relationships. I've noticed the things that make all relationships and specifically marriages work, and the qualities that I need to develop in my own life. I have learned what it is to serve faithfully and without seeking recognition. I have learned what it means to be faithful and diligent in living the gospel - and then to be able to not only desire, but to expect blessings because of that faithful diligence.

Not one of the people I have learned from is perfect. But, they are striving, and they have impacted my life greatly. I am forever grateful for their friendship, and my opportunity to learn from them. This truly is the point. The point of life, and especially, the purpose of a Babe born in a stable far away, who taught us all, by example, the principles of a happy, joyous life both here, and in the life to come. For Him, His Atonement and His unfailing love for me, and each of us I am grateful, and of them I bear witness, with the hope that you may seek to know Him better this Christmas season - for it is Him we celebrate.

The Loaded Question

Happy Thanksgiving! I love the holiday season (as made perfectly clear in at least 3 of my most recent posts). I love seeing friends and family that I haven't seen in ages. During the catching-up phase, there's always what has become for me, a loaded question: "How are things at work? Are you going to stay there next year?" Now, no one at work knows about my blog, so, I'm safe in saying here that I'm not positive that I'm going to stay. I've been there for going on 3 years now, if you include my undergraduate work. But, recently I've been feeling an urgency to figure out what I'm going to do next year - and :: gasp :: that could mean moving on. So here are the options I'm debating. There's basically 3:
1 - teach in a different district
2 - do a master's program in Education
3 - stay in my current district/school AND do a Master's program (a two-year program)

Ok, so, I'm not entirely thrilled about #1. We all know how great I am with change and moving districts isn't exactly exciting. But, I do feel like a Master's is good for me right now. The only question is when and where I will get one. Now there's one good reason to stay put and get one here: I have a family there that I'm really close to and I want to teach their daughter next year, and she wants to be in my class really bad. Ok, and there are other reasons - lower cost, more convenient, no thesis, etc.

However, it is still a major debate - one that needs some serious attention from me and soon so I don't miss deadlines and such. So, that's what I've been thinking about on this Thanksgiving day, as I reflected on the blessings in my life and the wonderful people who have influenced my life for good.

Happy Birthday to Me!

My 23rd birthday is in two days. Wow. I love having a birthday close to Thanksgiving, and as that holiday nears each year, I pause to reflect on the joy and fun of birthdays, Thanksgivings and Christmases past.

I love Thanksgiving because it means that Christmas is right around the corner, and with it a myriad of joyful festivities. This year, I'm excited for Jon Schmidt, Eclipse, the First Presidency Devotional, The Polar Express, Temple Square, The Forgotten Carols, A Christmas Carol, and of course, hot chocolate, snow, sledding, sweet deliciousness, and Christmas movies every night!

Last night while watching the BYU v. Utah game, I was reminded of one of the best birthdays I've ever had: My 21st Birthday in 2006. For most LDS kids, the 21st birthday is an anti-climatic event. However, for me it was delightful. The day after Thanksgiving, that year, I sped down to Provo to watch the BYU v. Utah game with my roommate and best friend. I distinctly recall watching 3 seconds of glory with a blanket up to my eyes, holding my breath and jumping on the couch and running around the parking lot afterward.



The evening was complete with my roommate having made me a birthday pie - something only my mother has ever done for me, and thoughtful gifts from friends, window-shopping, and then hot chocolate, Krispy Kremes and a Christmas movie with friends, and a party with my family back in Draper.

As I watched and listened to the BYU v. Utah game and then headed to the Coldplay concert, I was flooded with these memories, and couldn't help but be exceedingly happy, in spite of yesterday's loss. It's ok, I can look back on better sports days, and hope in the idea that one day, former glory will return.

Colplay LIVE!!!

Last night was the Coldplay concert in Salt Lake City. I had the privilege of going on a birthdays date with my former roommate - I took her to the concert, she took me to dinner in honor of our respective birthdays.

Getting to the concert itself was an adventure - I had to navigate my way around Daybreak to pick her up and then we had to stop at Verizon because she had broken her phone. Interestingly, while I was in the car listening to the end of a disappointing BYU v. Utah game, she was inside getting asked on a date by two complete strangers... Yeah. We got in the car and giggled the rest of the way to the concert - half floored by the dating situation we'd just encountered (yes I got to meet the gentlemen), and half giddy at being moments away from seeing Coldplay LIVE!!!

We finally made it into the concert about 45 minutes late, and still had to endure about a half hour of the second opener. Yes, I said endure. His music was set to pictures which were at best weird, at worst utterly disturbing. The cheers when he left the stage were almost as loud as the ones when Coldplay entered it.


The reality of being there and seeing Coldplay, for all my giddiness, didn't actually hit me until they arrived on stage. My friends who saw them in Cleveland told me that the concert would be amazing, and it did not disappoint! I have to admit I haven't been thrilled with their newest stuff until the concert - and magically I loved it! I also loved that they played many old favorites - including Fix You and Yellow, which are two of my favorite Coldplay songs of all time! :) It was awesome. I took tons of videos and pictures, but only the videos turned out, so I had to borrow some images from the web. :) Sorry, I don't want to post the videos - it's ten billion times cooler in person! :) So, I second Dave and Mindy's motion - if they come to your town, don't miss them!

The Colorado Chronicles

So, apparently I do blog barf... Oh well! :)

Last weekend, Chris, Jess and I left insanely early Friday morning and drove to Littleton, Colorado to meet Aubrey at the temple. We traveled with no incidents until we hit Vail - and suddenly there was literally a blizzard. We couldn't see much and the roads were bad. We were in my car (which I have all confidence in), but I was exceedingly grateful that Chris (whom I also have all confidence in) was driving, as I white-knuckled it in the back seat. I'm generally ok in the snow. I usually think it's really pretty, but if it's super heavy, it sometimes makes me feel sick from some weird form of claustrophobia/vertigo. That aside, we made it over the Loveland/Vail pass in about an hour, and drove into a beautifully blanketed Denver.

We changed and went into the temple. It brought indescribable peace and joy to be there, after a long stint away, with people that I loved. After the temple, we split up - girls went shopping in the mall, and Chris went visiting. After the mall, and after a couple getting-lost-detours, we made it to my cousin's house for dinner. It was so fun to see all of them again! Their kids had grown SO much, I just couldn't believe it. We women sat around and talked for awhile and had a wonderful time!

After enjoying some time with my cousins, we headed back to Aubrey's house to spend the night. We got comfy in our pj's and settled down for a movie - which Chris, Jess, and I promptly fell asleep during. :)

The next day was the BYU v. Air Force game - the "real" reason we came down, or at least the excuse we used! We slept in, then decked ourselves out in true blue and drove down to the Academy. Colorado is a beautiful place! The game was rad. We won (of course), and we got to take pictures of the team and with Cosmo afterward. I love going to away games at smaller stadiums. It's great fun! After the game we met up with our friend Laura and met her nephew's and six-day-old niece. Chris and Jess went to visit some of Chris' mission families, and Aubrey and I joined Laura at her ward activity. We all got in pretty late that night after dinner at Applebee's. Interestingly enough, as exhausted as we were we stayed up late making plans for Sunday and pranking the outnumbered boy in the party. :D

Sunday was an adventure all around. Chris had left early with the car to visit the last of his mission buddies, and it wasn't until hours later that I realized that my skirt and one shoe had gone with him - still in the trunk from the temple! At first the girls and I had decided I would be the investigator friend and go in jeans - then we managed to find a skirt and some shoes for me to wear. It was awesome! Chris felt pretty bad, even though he really had nothing to do with our morning adventure. We all met back at Aubrey's and had chili for lunch - Thanks Mama Peterson! Then, once again, we split up - Aubs and I to Greeley for a campus tour of University of Northern Colorado, and Chris and Jess to visit some of Jess' family.

We said our awesome good-byes at a gas station between Loveland and Greeley, and actually headed out at about 8:00 pm. We had fun sending Aubrey our traditional text updates - one of which, unfortunately included a certain someone receiving their first ticket from a grumpy Wyoming cop. Sad day! The stars were beautiful, the music great (thanks Chris!), and the company fabulous, if quiet. We took our turns driving and sleeping, and finally made it back home without incident at about 4:30 am after we'd all unloaded. And yes, yes I did go to school the next day (hence the staying at a friend's house in Heber the next night).

The trip was AMAZING! Relationships were repaired and strengthened, and my heart, at least, was comforted with regard to my work and all of the possibilities that truly are out there for me - the possibilities are glorious and endless. As I mentioned before, the timing was no accident - the trip held more for me than I ever anticipated, for which I am forever grateful.

So much to be thankful for...

Some people gasp when they learn that I commute 45 minutes each way to and from work daily. Actually, I love the drive and the opportunity it provides for reflection. Once again this evening I was driving home in the darkness and I was listening to Josh Groban's Christmas album and a great song came on. The lyrics struck me powerfully, especially with the situations I've been dealing with both at home and at work.

Somedays we forget
To look around us
Somedays we can't see
The joy that surrounds us
So caught up inside ourselves
We take when we should give.

So for tonight we pray for
What we know can be.
And on this day we hope for
What we still can't see.
It's up to us to be the change
And even though we all can still do more
There's so much to be thankful for.

Look beyond ourselves
There's so much sorrow
It's way too late to say
I'll cry tomorrow
Each of us must find our truth
It's so long overdue

So for tonight we pray for
What we know can be
And every day we hope for
What we still can't see
It's up to us to be the change
And even though we all can still do more
There's so much to be thankful for.

Even with our differences
There is a place we're all connected
Each of us can find each other's light

So for tonight we pray for
What we know can be
And on this day we hope for
What we still can't see
It's up to us to be the change
And even though this world needs so much more

There's so much to be thankful for

As I listened, I was reminded of all of the things I truly have to be thankful for. As my friend's mother reminded us this weekend, "Enjoy the thank you season before the gimme season. I thought about my sweet parents and grandparents, my brother and sister, and all of my extended family members - aunts, uncles, and cousins. I thought about the friends I have been blessed with in my life - near and far, old and new, and especially the friends who have crossed that boundary and feel more like family. I thought about my students, and the blessings of the gospel in my life. I thought about having enough, and being happy. There's too much to list individually.

More than anything else, as I listened to the song, I realized that I have been very frustrated and overwhelmed lately because I've been focusing on the few negative (although rather large) things that have been happening lately, and I've forgotten to look beyond myself and give to those around me. There's always more to do, and ways to improve, but acknowledging that, there's so much to be thankful for.

It's coming on Christmas, they're cutting down trees...

Yes, I have already started listening to Christmas music, mostly just my top 3 favorite albums - Josh Groban's Noel, Sarah McLachlan's Wintersong, and MOTAB's new Rejoice and Be Merry.
After a couple of very stressful weeks at school, I got sick and then took a 3-day vacation to Colorado. The trip is a topic for another post (I don't believe in blog barfing), but I will say that the timing of the trip was no accident. I felt and saw the Lord's guidance in that trip.
So, I think I've gotten an average of 4 hours of sleep over the last 3 days (ranging from 2 - 6 hours each day). However, in spite of still being sick and utterly exhausted, I am happier than I've been in weeks.
I needed that trip - the time away from school, the time in the temple with people I care about, and the time exploring a new area. Even the late-night sleep-deprived drive back was somehow peaceful.
I made it through a Monday and then went to a friend's house for dinner - and then stayed up talking until 1 am, and rather than drive the canyon that late, I spent the night. My roommates were worried, but it felt so good to be there with people I cared about and who cared about me. It felt like being with family.
The next day as I drove home through the Canyon in the dark, I put on some Christmas music. I really love Christmas music - most music makes me feel good, but Christmas music brings an even greater sense of joy, peace, and contentment. It was wonderful! I absolutely love the Christmas season, and everything about it - warm clothes, snow, hot chocolate, lights and decorations, time with friends and family, performances, yummy food, surprises, and most importantly, a time to focus on the Savior. What a wonderful blessing this time of year is! A time of peace. A time of joy. A time of celebration. And a time of love.

Goals Update

I promised this a few posts ago, but now I'm finally doing it. "Blog barfing" as my cousin calls it. Or maybe this is just accomplishing a goal/keeping a promise. So, back in July I sat down and defined a few goals for myself, and then of course I posted them.

Here's a quick review of my goals:
1) I want to learn about astronomy and become an amateur astronomer.
2) I want to be financially stable, and out of debt enough to own a home in the next 5 years, however small it may be.
3) I want to travel to Florence, Italy, and possibly other parts of Europe - but I'm not leaving until I see the Sistine Chapel.
4) I want to earn a Master's Degree in Education.
5) I want to refresh my Spanish so that I can be conversational and not shy about my knowledge, to better communicate with students and their parents.

And my action plan:
1) With my next paycheck I'm going to purchase a small green laser pointer so I can point at what I'm seeing, and share it with others.
2) I am going to take 2 - 3 BYU Independent Study personal enrichment courses: 1-2 on Astronomy, and 1 on personal finance. These will help me learn the skills and have the resources I need to accomplish two of my goals, and keep me in the habit of studying like a student until I actually begin my Master's Program.
3) From my personal finance class I'm going to learn to budget and I'm going to set and stick to a budget that includes, at the minimum: 10% tithing, 10% savings, 10% toward Italy, maximum monthly debt payments, and living expenses.
4) I will remain on a waiting list for the BYU Reading Endorsement program, and also watch for other cohort experiences that tie into a Master's Program, and work to take advantage of those opportunities.
5) I am going to get and take an independent study conversational Italian course (for my trip), and a conversational Spanish course (for goal #5).

And the update:
1) I did get the astronomy pointer... and binoculars and a red flashlight to boot! And, as indicated by my previous post, I am now totally obsessed with the heavens and I LOVE IT!
2) I've gotten my first I.S. astronomy and finance classes, but since school has started I haven't had time to sit down and really work on it.
3) I made huge payments with my first full paycheck. Yay me! Then I promptly went and spent the rest. Old habits die hard I guess. But, it was a step in the right direction. This month is the month that I begin budgeting! (Working on the finance class would help with this, I'm sure.
4) I decided to forget the Reading Endorsement and go for the math instead. My math classes start next Tuesday.
5) No movement on the language stuff yet. But that'll come.

I have also had a lot of time to reflect lately, and I've learned about some talents that I've taken for granted. I've now added a few things to my goals and action plan.

6) Book binding. Now that I'm no longer in meetings all day on Sunday, I'd like to take the afternoons to work on this one. It's fun and relaxing for me, plus, just plain cool!
7) I want to be a published author. Ok, so, technically, this one could be checked off the list tomorrow when my very first article in the Wasatch Wave (about our second grade field trip), is published. However, it's more than that. Eventually I'd like to be published for real, but, for now, I'll settle for the Wave, and publishing some short stories and stuff using MightyAuthors.com.

A couple quick shout outs here. First, to Melissa who as a faithful reader first asked the question of whether I would ever consider writing professionally because she loved my style. Thanks Melissa! Second, seriously check out MightyAuthors.com! It looks a lot like Heritage Makers and stuff, but it's very cost effective and simple to use. It was made to use in classrooms, but, basically, Brad Wilcox rocks my world, and I'm going to eventually chat with him about real publishers and publishing when I decide to take some of my stuff public.

It may sound like I've totally lost my mind. And I don't know when I'll ever have the time I want to devote to each of these endeavors, but, it's better to start now when I have some semblance of my own time. These are my dreams and goals, as far-flung as they may seem - but life would be very dull without them.

An Astronomical Adventure

So, last night was the last night of this year's Orionid meteor shower. For those of you who are very fond of Orion, he's back, but, just pretty late at night, rising at about midnight. And just as an update, for those of you who remember my huge goal-setting kick a few months ago, this is me living them, or at least one of them. I'll have to post an update about the others later. Anyway, back to my big adventure.

My evening started with requesting a subscription of Astronomy Magazine. I checked out the evening's sights and made a list of the things I wanted to see when we went out - Uranus, Neptune, and of course, some meteors. I actually didn't see most of what I set out to see, but what I saw was even better!

First of all, the shower was AWESOME! It is supposed to average 6 -7 meteors an hour, and we were out about a half hour and saw at least 12! That was just so rad! The spot we found was actually perfect for the 1:30-2 time frame that we were there.

However, our awesome stargazing was interrupted when a cop showed up. Actually, he was just doing his job and patrolling the parks up past Vivian in Provo Canyon. He got out and walked up and asked us what was going on, and we honestly told him "We're just watching the Orion meteor shower", then, my roommate, who had jumped up when he pulled up, explained "Sorry, I jumped up because I just watched a scary movie and the villain always drove a truck..." Thanks... But, he assumed we were being honest, which is good, because we were, and said, "Ok, well, just be safe and keep warm." Thanks Mr. Copper-man! Actually, despite the sudden light pollution and freaking my roommate out, it made me feel so much better to know that there was someone patrolling. Those of you acquainted with my over-active imagination will appreciate that fact! Let's all be a little honest. Provo Canyon is possibly one of the darkest, and thus creepiest places to be at night, but that's a different story...

Back to my astronomical adventure. At some point, we broke out my new binoculars. I got to see the Pleiades, "The seven sisters", which was cool. But, my favorite part, by far, was seeing the Orion Nebula through the binoculars!!! This is essentially what it looked like for me:
This is what I was actually looking at, if I had had a powerful telescope to view it through:

Baby stars are born here!!! Hello baby stars! :)

A friend once told me that once you get going in astronomy, you suddenly feel like these planets, stars, and constellations become like friends. I'll be honest, when I see something up there I recognize, I can't help but smile and feel all warm and fuzzy!

After my adventure, my new astronomy goals are:
1. check out the Andromeda Galaxy
2. actually catch Uranus and Neptune in the binoculars
3. start checking out other deep sky objects (nebulae, star clusters, and such) that are in the constellations I know and can pick out easily.
4. eventually get into astrophotography - this one is going to take some time, but it will be oh so worth it, but, it will require a new camera, and some sort of instruction on how to use it, and possibly some more astronomy equipment like a telescope. Wahoo! But that's for later. You know, when student loans are gone and nothing else is eating my money. Besides, with my new geocaching kick, I've got enough outdoor toys to keep me busy when I'm not working.

So friends, the moral of the story is go out and enjoy the stars sometime! They are absolutely awe-inspiring!

The promised Roommate pics!

Here they are. Such fun times! Thanks John!

A great Sabbath

Wow, so, today was possibly one of the greatest days ever! First of all I finally got a calling at church to be the Relief Society pianist, and my setting apart provided both the comfort and guidance I've been needing.

Then, I had the following chat with a dear friend online:
Friend: Hey friend.
me: Hi there! How are you?
Friend: Very well.Have I ever told you how I love it when you tell people what you think?me: Really? Thanks.

Friend: Mals, you're seriously like the greatest person in the world and I think we all take you for granted

So to see you call people on it is rather...

I don't know...

Let's just say it's good for people to get a wake up call now and again

me: Friend, you totally just made my day! Thank you!
Friend: Just being honest.

I'm sure there were days when I drove you nuts.

But you were always to nice to make me realize it.

me: Well, yeah, but as best friends we got over that right? ;-)

Friend: You bet.me
: Haha. Good times.

Friend: Yeah.
Friend: Well, gotta go Mals
Nice talking to you
me: Ditto. Talk to you later!
Ladies and gentlemen, that is a true friend! I have been blessed to be surrounded by good people in my life who help me to see things in myself that I often fail to notice. So, thank you, friend, for helping me to seeing these things, and taking the time to call them to my attention. Truly, "there is nothing better than a friend, unless it is a friend with chocolate!" ~ Charles Dickens. :)

The last thing that was really nice was my roommates and I went up the Canyon and had another dear friend take roommate pictures for/with us. It was so much fun! Pictures coming soon.

Anyway, today was lovely thanks to many people and relationships that I deeply cherish. So, thank you everyone! I wish each of you a day as good as mine was today.

Love,
Me

Only 16 days left...

So, I don't usually take a stand on political issues - mostly because I know I'm not the most informed of individuals, and I'm also very passionate about some things. I just hate the political debates, especially this time of year, and to be honest, I've been ignoring most of it because, basically, I have felt that there is no "good guy" in this race, and we all feel like we're voting for the lesser of two evils. There are no party lines, and as far as I've seen both/all of them seem to skirt around the issues. I don't care that you can talk in a circle to get back to your pet topic - I want to know where you stand on the things I care about!

I've said many times that I've been looking for something along the lines of "An Idiot's Guide to Voting on November 4th: Where the Candidates Actually Stand on the Things You Care About." As this book is not located in any library or bookstore I've seen, I found the next best thing here: The New York Times: Election 2008 . Another good one is CNN's Election Center 2008.

My favorite part on both sites is the issues section, and for those of you who are more detailed and active than that, there's lots more to keep you happy and satisfied too! Now, I know most news stations and websites tend to be pretty biased. But, I feel like, at least in the issues section (where I've spent most of my time), they are pretty fair. You can also get a taste for where their running mates stand on the issues, plus key votes in the past as well! I really think we need to take the counsel of the Brethren on this one and study the candidates and issues before voting. This is the first election I've ever been eligible and felt knowledgeable enough to vote in. I agree with my friends who say, "If you didn't vote, don't complain." That's fair. However, I'm getting a little sick of the ignorant people who say I'm voting for so-and-so because he's a republican," or, "he's a democrat, and so he's stupid." Really? REALLY?!

So, for those of you who don't have time/energy to even click on the link above, here are some highlights from my favorite issues (most coming from NY Times)

Abortion:
John McCain wants to overturn Roe v. Wade, but has been supportive in the past; supported Supreme Court decision that upheld ban on partial-birth abortions; "strict constructionist judges." Barack Obama supports Roe v. Wade; criticized Supreme Court decision that upheld ban on partial-birth abortions.

Economy
John McCain wants to purchase troubled mortgages directly from financial institutions and restructure them. Cut capital gains tax rate. Blames lobbyists for financial crisis, and favors a new federal authority. Would make the Bush tax cuts permanent and eliminate alternative minimum tax. Barack Obama wants to immediately enact a set of tax cuts for individuals and businesses to help cope with the current crisis. Ban most home foreclosures for 90 days. Blames deregulation for financial crisis. Would repeal the Bush tax cuts for households earning more than $250,000.

Education
John McCain believes that the federal government should play a limited role in public education. Wants to keep NCLB's emphasis on standards and achievement but focus on individual achievement rather than group averages. "While NCLB has been invaluable in providing a clear picture of which schools and students are struggling, it is only the beginning of education reform." Would allow parents to choose the school for their children. Believes in evolution; thinks school districts should decide whether to teach other ideas. Barack Obama proposes $18 billion a year in new federal spending on early childhood classes, teacher recruitment, performance pay and other initiatives. Would rewrite NCLB, retaining its emphasis on high standards and accountability but offering more help to high-need schools, including training thousands of new teachers to serve in them. Believes the law is good in concept but needs funding and better measurement of student progress. Would double federal spending on public charter schools while holding them accountable. Believes in evolution; does not think that intelligent design should be taught alongside it.

War in Iraq
John McCain voted in 2002 to authorize invasion, still supportive; favored troop increase, and argues that security allowed political headway; against a timetable for withdrawal, but projected he would have most forces home by 2013. Barack Obama opposed invasion from the beginning; opposed troop increase; wants to withdraw one or two brigades a month to finish within 16 months and spur the Iraqis to reconcile their differences.

Stem-cell Research
John McCain has supported federal financing for embryonic stem cell research; lately has suggested that other kinds of stem cells may make the use of embryonic cells unnecessary. Barack Obama supports federal financing for research on human embryonic stem cells, noting that most scientists describe them as essential tools for research on a number of diseases.

Same-Sex Marriage (as reported on CNN)
John McCain believes the institution of marriage is a union between one man and one woman. Voted for the Defense of Marriage Act but voted against the Federal Marriage Amendment. Says states and local governments should set their own marriage policies. Barack Obama opposes same-sex marriage, but also opposes a constitutional ban. Says he would repeal the Defense of Marriage Act and voted against the Federal Marriage Amendment. As stated on the Obama campaign Web site, he supports full civil unions that "give same-sex couples equal legal rights and privileges as married couples, including the right to assist their loved ones in times of emergency as well as equal health insurance, employment benefits, and property and adoption rights."

And a note on Proposition 8 for those of you eligible to vote in Cali: My friend recently wrote an excellent post on this issue. I think you should check it out, and then go to Protect Marriage and Preserving the Divine Institution of Marriage. I too firmly believe that "marriage between a man and a woman is ordained of God, and the formation of families is central to the Creator’s plan for His children."

So, before you vote, please be informed. The things you've heard or the things you think you know about a candidate or issue may turn out to be false. Your vote changes lives.

Ode to all of the "STP's"

I grew up in a family of "STP's," and I have been fortunate enough to be surrounded by STP's nearly my entire life, so naturally, the characteristics have rubbed off. For those of you who are unaware, STP's are generally found at church, and they are the Same Ten People that volunteer for everything and show up to everything. I've learned recently that STP's aren't just found at church, but also at work, at home, and just about anywhere.

As an STP, however, I find it hard not to be irritated by those who are the CDAP's (Can't Do Anything People). Now, I understand not wanting or being able to go above and beyond all the time. That's fine and totally understandable. However, being totally helpless about everything drives me crazy! Here are some examples from the last few days:

"I couldn't do that because I didn't have enough copies for everyone." So make more!

"I can't do that activity because I don't have the materials." So buy/make some! To which I responded by making the stuff they didn't have for them...

"I can't buy groceries because there's just too much in our fridge." Then take the time to clean or organize it - you'll probably find something edible that's yours!

"I won't do that because it's too awkward I don't know anyone." Then go out to things and meet people!

Ok, now, that last one I am guilty of as well - and I'm working on changing that, however, why isn't it common sense to get off your tucus and do something rather than sit around and complain about stuff all the time. Seriously world, how about we all spend a lot less time talking about the problems, and occasionally the solutions to those problems and spend more time making/being the solution! Believe it or not, there won't always be an STP to clean up after you.

A Sunday Drive

So, after church yesterday, I came home, changed my clothes, and took a little drive. Driving is seriously therapeutic for me. It just really clears my mind and somehow gets me into perspective.

Here are some sights and insights from my little jaunt.

But first, a disclaimer. These pictures are taken with my camera phone, which means they're pretty lame. Just know that everything I captured on film was completely spectacular and soothing.

So, I saw a moose! She was pretty close to the road, and, I know you can't tell, but she was looking at me when I took this - she was huge! Why are moosen so cool?!

Timp was phenomenal! It had just snowed, and was clearing, but my favorite mountain was still covered with clouds.
And this one is also tiny, but, the fall colors against the powdered evergreens was gorgeous! Oh, and I discovered a new canyon park right by here.
Another one of my canyon favorites. Always spectacular.

When I stopped my car on the way up, I read a few chapters in a new book that I got by Elder Holland, Broken Things to Mend. Here's one of my favorite quotes.

" Every time we reach out, however feebly, for [Christ], we discover He has been anxiously trying to reach us."

"[He is] a personal, living God, who knows our names, hears and answers prayers, and cherishes us eternally as children of His spirit... Amidst the wondrously complex tasks inherent in teh universe, He seeks our individual happiness and safety above all other godly concerns."